This week has taken a lot of energy. So
many people need help, and there is only so much help we as
individuals can give. I'm so happy to hear all the wonderful news of
how well things are going back home, I can't really even explain it.
Transfers are tomorrow and we've been busy all week. It's an
interesting process. President and Sister Beesley, Elder Martinez,
and myself gather around the projector as we view all the
missionaries in the mission. We prayerfully try to determine where
the Lord wants each individual missionary. Some things come together
quickly others take longer. We get to the point where everything
feels comfortable, except for one. We try to fit them in but nothing
seems to work, so we have to pull several people out and shift things
around again. It seems almost impossible for things to come together
the way they need to. Then President reassures us that this happens
every time, but that something amazing happens also. He tells us that
things get to the point where it will never seem to work, but then we
fit one person in the right place with the right person and
everything falls into place in a very dramatic way. This time it
happened with a new missionary. We felt uncomfortable about who he
was with and that he needed to be trained by someone else. We finally
found the right person and just like President said, everything fell
into place. It was like a bunch of puzzle pieces dropping into place.
It helped me to know even more how our Heavenly Father is concerned
about the one. He knows us individually and loves us. He is into the
details of our lives and knows where we need to be and what we need
to do. If we turn to Him, He will help us.
I love the Lord, and I feel so good as
I diligently serve him. It feels so good to be diligent in general. I
feel like I'm gaining so many experiences that, though hard, are
preparing me to be so much more capable of helping others. I pray the
Lord will help me to stay focused on the one so that I won't ever
pass by someone who needs my help. It's exhilarating to stay focused
and improve myself each day in hopes of being more ready to help
people. What motivates me the most however is the thought that one
day I will stand before my Father in Heaven as He embraces me and
says, "Well done, thou good and faithful servant..."(Matt.
25:21)
Life is good! We truly can find joy and
peace even in hard times. We can also find it in the happy times.
P.S. Cool side note, I met my friend,
Thatcher Lamb, again. I ran into him at the temple when we went to
ponder the transfers, and at church yesterday in Rabbit Creek ward.
He just got off his mission in Paraguay and we was up with some
family working. I love to come back after a while of not seeing
someone to find that they are still striving to draw nearer to the
Savior. Alma 17:2 came to mind. Also my new companion is Elder Yde.
Elder Martinez is going home to Arizona tomorrow night. We'll be
covering only the Rabbit Creek Ward which we are very excited about.
We get to focus more on one area and not be spread as thin. A lot is
happening too. The members are really helping us out with the
missionary work too.
=) Love you all, Elder Record
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